We are on vacation.
Hashtag: life; reality; parenting; humor
No rest for the wicked…
Oh, wait. I mean the mommies (smile and wink).
Greetings from La Jolla sunny California!
I was dying today talking about my life with friends that I only have the immense love & privilege of seeing one time a year when I fly from Poland to the States to see and be with my parents and family.
Like…I was on such a roll—sometimes I don’t know how I pull myself off of the floor and actually walk around in this life-like motion at all. I should be more like Walking Dead Momma—and my kids should be GRATEFUL for that momma.
Anyhow—it totally dawned on me today that I am just a bit of drama.
You see, I thought my daughter was all of the drama.
I thought she got it from her daddy.
He is the Drama King. I made him a crown.
But today when I was recounting all of my guilt trips and psycho parenting moments with my children and my HOW DARE MY HUSBAND SAY THAT stories, my peeps…my tribe…those that will ALWAYS tell me the truth told me that I was the drama.
I literally had no clue. HERE I WAS—blaming ALL of the drama on pretty much EVERYONE else in my family.
It’s kind of like those that have problems with everyone they meet—turns out it is THEM! Yep—the ones with all of the problems.
Apparently, out of the mouth of true friends, I am that THEM.
But, please, please, please, please…let’s totally keep this a secret from my husband. I still need him to think that it is ALWAYS ALL HIS FAULT!
I need this.
It is what is best for the family, right?!
(smile smile wink wink)
Well, wouldn’t you know…I must not know how to make pancakes—as no baking soda is needed. And I forgot one key ingredient in the nalesniki batter when spouting out what it takes, milk! But, in the end, it doesn’t really matter because I look at the recipe when making my batter so what is needed makes it and what isn’t to be there remains out. PHEW!
How did this start…Well, I was in the kitchen making the nalesniki and my house was unusually quiet. 3 kids were upstairs playing school and my littlest, Josephine, was at the doctor with her daddy. My dogs were outside, and I didn’t even have the radio on. That’s when I decided to just hit record and start talking through my process. Which is quite apparent due to my extremely ELEGANT appearance and fashionista stylin’ (big wowzer!!!!).
And, OOPS…the batter was already made. But, don’t worry, here’s the link to the recipe I use:
For this video, I was making the sweet recipe, and I had doubled it so it could feed 6.
Anyhow, enjoy! Or, as they would say in Polish, Smacznego!
We sure did.
And, let me assure you…I am not pregnant. This camera added about 6 months of pregnancy pounds. I mean—I have weight to lose but not 6 months of baby (smile and wink)!
Maxwell says every day, “When I grow more bigger…”
Well, Maxwell, today is your “Grow More Bigger” Day!
You are here.
Happy birthday, our precious boy.
Hopefully, one day, you’ll be able to look back at this slideshow of the first 4 years of your life and say, “I MADE IT! I grew more bigger.”
But, in the meantime, I want to share the 4 things that I have learned from you:
We love you now and will forever, our boy. Sto lat,
Your Momma, Your Daddy, Your Adelyne, and Your GoGo Baby (aka Your Josephine)
Now for a classic…And, yes, Paul, we do say it is his birthday!
“Now, Maxie?” Josephine shouted.
“Not yet, GoGo!” Max responded.
They were sitting on two little roller coasters that you push with your feet, waiting one for the other to go down the little slope.
And, because her big hero brother said “Not yet” she waited and said, “Okay, Maxie…”
Then he would count, “One, two, three, GO!”
Their chubby little feet would paddle the ground and they would begin the slight decline down the coaster to soar onto the open floor.
Smiles and joy and squeals accompanying their little rides.
Then one would shout, without hesitation, “Let’s do it again!”
And off they’d push their cars to the top to begin again.
Friends—my two Littles are utterly exhausting. I’m like super tired. And they fight. And they roll on the ground. And they don’t like their food to touch—or when I cut their toast the wrong way.
My eyes are held open by VERY strong coffee…
But it’s ALL so worth it.
And my stomach is already nostalgic for the future loss of my Littles.
My decade daughter, as she calls herself, was once my Little…and I enjoyed every minute of it (let’s not relish in her own toddler tantrums that also split my hairs 😉 )…
She, in all of her innocent wonder, was my sunshine on any cloudy day. And, believe me, in Poland there are a LOT of cloudy days.
Now she’s the epitome of beauty and grace. She is tall and slender and lovely with a touch of awkward. And growing. She will, without any doubt in my mind, be a beautiful, successful, creative, and compassionate young lady—I already see that in her.
But it does not mean I don’t miss my Sweet Adelyne that used to skate on flour and make tea parties for her daddy with all of her dollies.
She has phased into young lady—that, very thankfully, still likes to occasionally play dolls, too!
And as my little miracle approaches his fourth birthday, I think. No, I know that I am already missing him.
My toddler, naked bottom Max—without a care in the world.
Can I squish him into Little-ness forever?
Probably not—but I capture every moment of each of our days—the good and bad—on the reel of my on-going memory maker—the core of my heart…because I know that, as they grow, I will enjoy each new phase—but it will not mean that I will not miss the last one.
Josephine asked Maxie if he was ready—and he said “Not yet.”
Maxie—I am not ready, yet, either.
Please don’t grow.
But just like they paddled their feet and took off, I know what fate awaits me…
Their wild ride.
Photo credit: Inga Rurek
Did you happen to read yesterday’s post about the husband who says too much? If you didn’t, I hope you’ll go back for a fairly decent laugh. If you did, then this story, you will see, continues to compliment the ongoing humor in our marriage. Enjoy!
So, this morning, after not sleeping all night due to two rotating toddlers switching non-sleeping schedules, my husband saw my scar where I had my C-Section. He then proceeded to say, “Wow! You can hardly see your scar.”
I looked down at my belly. He was right. It’s nearly invisible two years after my 10pound 10ounce baby’s birth.
But Richard—being Richard—didn’t stop there.
“Yeah. It blends in now with the rest of your belly wrinkles.”
I looked at him and died laughing. I said, “Oh no you didn’t! Let me read you what I just wrote!”
And proceeded to read him the blog When Your Husbsnd Says Too Much!
He was, at this point, rolling.
After we all stopped laughing, my husband said, “Well. Are there any takers?”
Where we began to laugh again.
Yesterday he was For Sale. Today he is free.
I’ll set him by the curb.
Beware: He comes with a wicked sense of humor.
Oh. And he eats a lot.
Come quickly, though, because it is cold outside.
My husband just arrived home from Taiwan. I tried to look cute for his arrival. I won’t say as cute as possible, because by the time I got my daughter out the door to school, let the dogs out, took care of the morning coal furnace, took a quick shower, and dressed/fed/watered two toddlers, I was already running behind for my hour journey to the airport. I did my makeup in the car and actually went without coffee because I didn’t even have time for that. No, the world did not end—in case you were wondering. I suppose I can live without coffee if I must 😉
And we reach the airport a tad late. No one’s upset. All happy. Then we head home.
So exciting. Lots of cuddling and chatting on the couch.
Then out come the fun selfies. Yes. I take selfies.
We, being the parents, were being silly. Goofy selfies left and right. Then we did what most do—we scrolled through the results. That’s when my newly returned husband went from being my sweetheart to my nemesis, for this is the selfie, and then I’ll share what he said…
“Oh my! How many chins do you have there???”
Really, Richard? Really?
Needless to say, I have one husband for sale.